#source: peeterparkr

[incorrect-dnd-classes]

Wizard: So apparently feeling like something is going to go wrong is called "Anxiety" and not "Portent"

[drewstarky]

Too Good

Word Count: 1.3k

Character(s): Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Betty Brant, Michelle James

Pairing(s): Peter Parker x Reader

Warnings: my first attempt at angst lol

Summary: Peter Parker comes back from Europe, and Y/n Finally gets the guts to ask him out, at least until Y/n realizes he’s not so single anymore.

A/n: This is for @lovestrucktom​ ‘s and @peeterparkr​ ‘s Rom-Com Writing Challenge! This took me a while to conjure up since I've been so busy but I'm so excited I'm finally done!

Almost everyone you knew had said you were too good for everyone else at your school. Your effortless way of beauty, and the way your smile could light up a room. Of course, you thought it was ridiculous, as you were just like any other person there, just trying to get through school like everyone else, and accomplish your goals. People had even gone as far as saying you were the replacement Liz Allen, but better. 

It especially annoyed you that your friends would judge all of the students, rating them from their cuteness or hotness on the outside rather than what truly mattered in the end. That's why you didn't tell them who you liked because they would say you had a silly crush on a guy that people would say isn’t in your league or even close. 

Your crush, well he was sweet, yet challenged your own smarts, and even had the cutest smile that lit up your own.

He was on a trip currently in Europe. You were super nervous to see that there were elemental monsters causing trouble, but at least spiderman was somehow there. That reassured you for their safety.

Before they came back, you were partnered with Ned Leeds and Peter Parker. It was mostly nerve-wracking because it was the peter who happened to be your crush. You were all working on a science fair project. They were coming back to help you at the start of the next year. You started the project without them. You all were creating a laser that would revolutionize cauterizing wounds on the fly, which would help military personnel, and it worked well so far because it was similar to the power source Tony Stark used. 

The only way you figured it out was because of Peter, and you admired him for it, not only because you had major feelings towards the boy, but because he was extremely smart, it blew your own mind. You had always competed against almost everyone until Peter showed you great minds could combine and create amazing things.

You worked on it day and night, right up until Peter was coming back. You were giddy with excitement, hoping the message you were going to laser onto the sample would begin something between the two of you. 

You were waiting by Peter’s locker for him, sparking a lot of whispering around you, most likely gossip of why you were standing at his locker, waiting.

It didn’t bother you, at least not anymore as you realized laying in your bed thinking before the morning last night, that you liked the boy, and that was okay, and if someone had a problem with it, that was their issue, not yours.

Once you saw Betty and Ned appear around the corner, you waved to your friends. They waved back, walking towards you, and Betty opening her arms, embracing you.

“Hey Y/n!” 

“Hey, Betty! Hi Ned! How was the trip?”

“It was insane! There were these elemental monsters and Mysterio and spider-man-“

“Woah, Betty! Slow down! Are you guys all okay? I saw some things on the news, but I didn’t think you guys were in the middle of it!”

“Were good, thanks to Spider-Man, I still have no idea how he made it all the way to Europe! Maybe-“

“Maybe we should catch up at lunch?” Ned cuts in, as Betty agrees, nodding.

“Yeah, then I can show you all the photos we took! You should really come on next year's trip!”

“I’ll consider it.”

As they walk off, you spot Peter and MJ talking down the hall. Peter spots you and waves, you wave back, before your whole world comes crumbling. As Peter kisses MJ you can't help but freeze up, making it hard for you to breathe.

Your whole fantasy just tumbled down into the sea of reality. You just lost your chance with Peter Parker. Your eyes started to become blurry from the tears forming, which you tried your best to hold back and wipe away.

Peter was ecstatic. He just got a girlfriend, saved the world again and was on an adrenaline high, excited to see his friends, especially Y/n.

He had a crush on you, but now he guessed it didn't matter, as you were way out of his league and would never go for a guy like him, not only that but he now had a girlfriend.

As he went to approach you saying goodbye to MJ, you weren't there at his locker anymore. Like a ghost, you were gone, just like the way his dreams of having Y/n faded.

During most of the day, you avoided him, managing to ask your teachers to let you work on your science project and that you would do the work later that night at home. You worked away for most of the morning until It was your advanced English class, the one you had right before lunch with none other than Peter Parker. Most of your classes were with him anyways, but this was the only class with the Mr.Lee. He was an Old hardass English teacher that was only there because he said: “retirement didn’t suit him”. It was that, and a combination of the regular teacher going on maternity leave.

You knew you couldn’t get out of this one or else he’d set you up with his less than legal to use lie detector machine, to tell him the real reason you wanted out of that class. His whole family were cops, most still working in the force somehow, and he was the only one who chose education. His reasoning was that “to get catch them in their early days was the best way”. You knew you had to face him, and more importantly, Peter.

Peter thought you might have gone home early with the flu or at least something along the lines of that. He hadn’t seen you all day, except with his encounter this morning. All he could do was hope whatever it was, you were okay.

Walking into class felt like a burden, one that was set upon you from your own inflictions. You could feel his heavy gaze on you, but you didn’t dare look, because that would give your whole facade away.

You decided to sit beside your friends that ran the newspaper with you, instead of him.

They didn’t even blink or question why you were sitting with them, they just continued to gossip.

You almost feel the burning stare of him through the back of your head but you didn't dare look back. 

He could have sworn he could feel something was wrong, especially from knowing you for so long.

During the class was torture, when all your mind was on was the one thing you couldn’t have, but as soon as the bell rang you sprinted like you were in a marathon out of there. You could hear your name being called by Peter from down the hall, but you didn’t stop for him. You continued out to the cafeteria quickly grabbing something before finding Betty outside. You realized why, as you promised her to go for lunch at a local sandwich shop with Ned and Peter. Before she could even ask why your exterior of being strong started to crumble.

Tears streaked down your face as you sat down on the bench next to her.

“Y/n, what's wrong?” she asked as she hugged you.

“He- he’s with her. It’s too late. I was too late.”

“Who? Y/n Whoever it is you’re too good for them!”

“If I’m too good for him, then how come I’m not with him?” You say looking down at your shoes as you spot Peter Parker and MJ coming out of the school’s building.

“Oh, Y/n I’m so sorry,” she says as she hugs you tighter “I know this is hard, but nothing worth fighting for is easy. Look at Spider-man! He fought because it was worth it not because it was easy, for everyone in Europe!”

“Maybe I didn’t fight enough when it wasn’t too late,” you say, before getting up to go trash the programmed message.

[sotheywrotestories]

My Best Friend’s Brother

Request: 

Loki x reader where Loki didn’t die on Thanos’ ship, but he did get snapped away. Reader and Thor cope together and plot to bring Loki back. Or, maybe reader gets close to Thor to make Loki jealous. Or both. Haha I just love your writing

-Nonnie

Pairings: Loki x Reader

Warnings: IW spoilers, cussing

Thor was (Y/N)’s primary source of comfort during the dark times of her loss. She didn't love him like she loved Loki, but she loved him like Loki did. 

That is to say: he was a pain in her ass but he really made her life better. 

It was heartbreaking for Thor, to watch the love of Loki’s life crumble down to the ground, the most painful scream of anything ripped from her throat as if death hadn't taken enough already. 

The first thing (Y/N) did was to throw herself into work. First, it was old SHIELD cases she told she could not reopen. Then, it was to help Tony build better suits, for everyone, including Mark 4, the Iron Spider’s better twin. That eventually turned into (Y/N) staying up all night in Tony’s lab to bring Loki back. 

Thor worried, but the only thing he could do was help (Y/N) on her quest to bring back the dead. 

Everyone else knew it was hopeless. Steve was aware of just how painful this was for (Y/N), he had just lost Bucky, but he knew there was nothing she could do to bring Loki back. 

Tony, however, fully supported it. If she wanted to waste time in the lab and potentially bring Peter back, Tony wasn’t going to stop her. He did know that if she managed to bring everyone who disappeared to dust back, though, that Loki wouldn’t be among them. His selfishness stopped him from stopping her.

And then one day, it happened. Thor had been asleep on the table next to (Y/N), his head resting on his arms when there was a woosh of wind and then;

“Mr. Stark?”

Thor shot up, not expecting such a young voice. (Y/N) made eye contact with the teenage boy, who brown hair had fallen in his eyes, his Iron Spider suit still on, sand in the crevices. 

“Punk, did you do this?” Steve’s eyes widened in surprise, his eyes following the sound of Bucky’s voice to the man himself. 

“Oh, my gods,” (Y/N) cried out, watching as people started to come back, one at a time, even on the streets.

Animals, plants, parents, children, anyone and anything that was lost in the snap.

Her eyes trained on the absurd amount of heroes coming back, Loki not among them. (Y/N)’s hope dwindled more and more until there was no one appearing from dust. She saw as Tony smushed Peter, having F.R.I.D.A.Y already call May down from the floor she was staying on. Steve and Busky clutching each other close, having gone through so much loss already. Vision and Wanda were back, Natasha was close to crying to them both. Sam had come back, much to Rhodey’s relief, but no Loki.

Thor caught (Y/N) just before she hit the floor. An anguished scream tumbling from her mouth. She had brought them all back. Just not him. 

The elder Asgardian brother rocked her back and forth, tears coming to his own eyes, but he knew he had to be strong for her. 

Everyone’s happy reunion stopped when they caught sight of the depressing sight before them. Peter, who had barely known (Y/N) but was the closest to her, sank to his own knees and placed a hand on her shoulder, but Thor just drew her closer.

No one else could understand how it felt to lose Loki like he did. 

“Step away from her, Brother,” a silky voice snarled, light, sharp steps approaching the mourning pair. 

Everyone watched in awe and disbelief as Loki scooped (Y/N) away from Thor, holding her to his own chest. 

“Lo-Loki?” (Y/N) uncurled enough to see his face. 

To see the way his dark, greasy hair was framing his pale, thinned face. How his eyes had a slight gleam like they always did, but how they also had a shine of tears in them. The bags under his eyes that were nearly the size of hers, but couldn’t be compared. And, of course, the small smirk placed on his lips. 

“I don’t know what you did, love,” Loki smiled, leaning in. “But you did it. I’m back.”

There was a split second of silence before (Y/N) aggressively pulled him down to her, kissing him with as much passion as she could possibly possess in one moment. 

“Ah-wait-” Loki whined when she began to pull away. “Let me prove who you belong to.”

(Y/N) pulled back more, furrowing her eyebrows. “I...what?”

“Were you and my brother not just-”

“No!” Thor yelled, suddenly. “No. No...no. Not that I don’t love (Y/N), but no. She’s all yours, Loki.”

“You haven’t even been back five minutes and you’re already jealous,” (Y/N) teased. “I’m so happy to have you back.” 

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[unbelievableholland]

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